Life seems very crazy right now. Nothing seems to be working out, and yet, everything is. It's very confusing. I thought I was being led one way but now I'm being taken back the other way. Sometimes I wonder if, when I feel like I'm listening to God, I'm actually listening to myself. I wish I could hear him. I wish he could wrap his arms around me and make me feel safe and secure.
He does speak to me. And I do hear him. But I wish I could hear his voice loud and clear and feel his warmth. I don't like feeling far away.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." ~ Jeremiah 29:11
I need to stop worrying and over-analyzing things. I need to be more patient, I think. And joyful. And loving. And have more self-control. I think I need to be more dedicated to the fruits of the spirit.
And I need to stop being so afraid.
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