August 23, 2010

No I won't be the last to love you ♥

Hi.

It's our last night in Maui. My step-aunt and her beautiful, beautiful kiddies came by, so our little ol' house in Haiku was packed with my Grandpa, Grandma Linda, Aunty JJ, Mom, Dad, Justin, Annie, Val, Josie, Jeremy, myself and of course Lily, the crazy dog.

The first thing Jeremy did was give Aunty JJ a blanket because she was leaving on the plane tonight, and you need a blanket on the plane to sleep, he says. What a darling.
It was such a beautiful night. Grandma Linda gave me a pair of beautiful little earrings she has been wanting to pass down to me since I was 8. We took a family photo on the couch. We danced around each other in Grandpa's tiny kitchen, frying eggs and bacon and slapping them on bread for dinner. We laughed about the broken microwave, and Jeremy stirring up the dog, and Josie spitting egg into Annie's lap right when she least suspected it. We talked about a house, two school shirts, a magnifying glass, spilled milk, missing paper towels, the road to Hana, clothes shopping, and a million other things that big families talk about. And it was so perfect, and it felt so right, and I'm going to miss it so much it hurts. I'm scared I won't see them for another five years. I hope it's sooner. Somehow, I think it will be.



See you next week.

August 20, 2010

Hey little girl, look what you've done - you've gone and stolen my heart.

This is my cousin Jeremy. He's five. He's adorable. And he thinks I'm totally awesome. Love him. I also love his middle name - Kulani. Annie says it means "Stands for Heaven" in Hawaiian. :)


And this is Josie. She's seven. She's gorgeous. She doesn't talk, but she has the cutest laugh ever. Love her.


Chilled on the beach today with my Aunt and cousins. Total bliss. I'm sorry, but I have to say that while I was lying on the beach taking pictures of my cousins, watching them surf, and talking about Hawaiian and stuff with my aunt, I didn't miss you at all.

Back in ten days :)

August 10, 2010

I can't live with or without you

Finally get the the meaning of those words. Funny how someone can be so wonderful and then so annoying in the space of a minute... so perfect and yet sometimes so unpleasant. But hey, love overcomes any other feeling in the end. :)

August 2, 2010

"There’s some people in this world who you can just love and love and love no matter what."

I would give anything in the world right now to have the power of teleportation for like, the next 48-72 hours. Like seriously anything.










p.s the quote above is from a book by John Green called An Abundance of Katherines. I have never read it but now I am curious. Can anyone tell me if it's worth investigation?